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No, It’s Not Worth It

June 2nd, 2006 Bryan Los No comments

Having recently watched the Pentagon’s official video release of the camera that supposedly captured the 9/11 attack, I concluded that my suspicions about a cover-up of sorts were correct. What I saw in that video, along with pictures taken that day, some only several minutes after the attack, were not a very compelling argument for the government’s story.

I decided to put together a photo gallery of all the close-up shots I could find, along with official pictures released by the government. I found about 20 or so very high quality pictures. I also have 12 hours of footage I recorded off TV on 9/11/01, and I watched that as well.


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September Snow

April 19th, 2006 Bryan Los No comments

On September 10, 2001, during half-time of Monday Night Football, I wrote down some lines to a song I was writing. That song, eventually titled September Snow, started out as one thing, and quickly meant something else the next day, September 11, 2001.

Going back and reading these lines the next day, I tried to reflect and think why I was writing this just hours before 9/11. Was I falling down? Was the world falling down? New York? At the very least, it was quite odd reading these words and watching hours and hours of the twin towers falling down to rubble.

Checking some old files, I found the words, which are printed below.

I don’t seem to react much to pain.
My recurrence stems from my disdain.
Fractured feelings of right pass wrong.
I don’t want to believe I’m falling down.

I suppose that my life could change.
If I picked up the strife that I waived.
Wrestling demons I break at the seams.
I can’t really perceive I’m falling down.

I try to make it.
I feel I can make it.
My conscience is naked.
My body is vacant.

There is no one I’ve found to be within my walls.
They came crumbling down.
There is no one I found. I don’t need to fear.
That’s why I’m here and you’re there.

Bryan Los 09.10.2001

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